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Damn it all...

Sat Jul 18, 2009, 12:05 PM

Mood: Miserable

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I know it's been a very long time since my last update, and I know I have promised (countless times) that I would post more art. And I know I promised to update a massive update once school had let out.

Believe me, I would have done that.
...had something very unfortunate not occurred.

The very next day (night actually) after my previous entry (June 1), I lost someone very close to me (in addition to another loss I had back in May). I admit, feelings of guilt and sorrow (as well as shock) have claimed me. Sleepless nights have been a common part of my life since the incident. The remaining days of school were hell, and I spent many a class bursting into tears.

While I was at the hospital two weeks ago, some people have asked me to see a therapist or a counselor. I'm considering it, but most of me prefers talking to people that actually know me and vice versa.

She was a big sister to me, with great style and impeccable grammar. She and I had planned to get my ears pierced during the summer. My ears did get pierced on the same day we planned to do so, but it was done in her memory instead.

But enough, I don't want to be too depressing.

Thanks for being patient, guys.}

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*sashathefox Jul 18, 2009, 12:28:25 PM

Oh my. That really is horrible; i hope you can feel her there in your heart.

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~Alphonselover89 Jul 18, 2009, 12:59:19 PM

i'm really sorry for your loss. Just don't feel too bad about it, it will just make you feel worse

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=MegaVelRaptor Jul 18, 2009, 5:18:59 PM

Oh, wow...She was close to you, huh? Damn...Girl, I don't know what to say. I'm sure that would ruin any summer plans, I'm so sorry about your loss, hun. Remember, she's still there with you, maybe not in physical form, but she's there...Especially if as a big sister to you, I'm sure she's still with you, no doubt.

Feel better, sweetie.

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~inugirliscrazy Jul 18, 2009, 10:18:47 PM

I'm sorry for your lose, if there is anything I could do tellme =] I know I'm not much but, you know. here to help.

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~Kohi-Noor Jul 18, 2009, 11:00:47 PM

Hey, sweetie. I'm so, so sorry. I know you miss her terribly.
Any chance of us seeing each other this summer?

xoxo

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~lidy144 Jul 20, 2009, 9:51:05 AM

I'm sorry.
If there is anything I can do, you only have to tell me.
;_;

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