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Massive Heart Attack

Tue Feb 12, 2008, 6:34 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Yuki, Muon, Madobe Nite. - Minori Chihara
  • Reading: Pygmalion (George Bernard Shaw)
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I guess it's fair to say that I am breaking my hiatus...just for a moment though.

My grandfather (on my dad's side) passed away this morning. Apparently by the time the ambulance got to my uncle's place, his heart stopped functioning. I didn't hear the news until I came home from school a few hours ago. I attempted to do my homework, but...I dunno. I just couldn't concentrate.

I...honestly don't know what to think.
I didn't really know him that well...but with the annual family reunions, I did get to talk with him from time to time.
Although, I don't think that helps considering he is the...reticent...type. (I think I somewhat inherited that trait, considering I'm almost always in my room.)
But what I do know, is that if it weren't for him, I definitely wouldn't be the person I am I today. I feel really indebted to him, even though he and I never really communicated.

It's kind of ironic, actually...considering my grandmother had just gotten out of the hospital from her surgery.

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It's been a very tough year of 2008 already...I really do hope that it gets better...

And as for art stuff...I suppose there might be an update on Thursday or Friday...depends if I can get things done.

And I emptied out my message box...but since there were just way too many messages for me to go through, I just skimmed the comments and looked at a few deviations....so I apologize if I didn't reply to a comment/note/other...

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:iconkumori-h:
Oh my god Tiffany! That's ... (Showers you with hugs)

If you can't concentrate on your homework, then just don't do it at all. Seriously, it's not worth it right now.

Just think how your grandfather lived a good life. Even if he's a reticent person, I'm pretty sure he was content, especially with a granddaughter like you.

(Hugs)

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:iconfreak4u:
-hugs- gomennasai

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"My LoVe HaS No BoUnDeRiEs...at least in my mind and heart"
:iconethora-luvmydragon:
D: i wish you the best of luck for your family... i hope things go better for you :)

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:iconornithogale:
I'm sorry, Tiffany. If you can't do your hw, just leave it. Your teachers will understand.
I agree with Kumori. (HUGS!)

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:iconalranth:
Aww, I'm sorry. Losing grandparents is hard, even when you don't see them all that much.

Take it easy for a bit, you don't need to compound that all with stress.

Hope you feel better and that the year gets better for you! :hug:

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:iconcougarmadcat:
It sounds like it was fairly quick which is one thing I wish for whenever I pass on. Fast and with as little pain as possible. I have gone through quite a few deaths these last few years myself.

It is a rough time but my best suggestion is to let yourself feel. Do NOT allow anyone to tell you how you are supposed to think and feel. If you feel sad then let it show, if you feel happy from a memory then laugh about it ... it is your feelings and the only person who can have them is you and no one has the right to tell you they think you should feel a certain way.

:hug: Remember also to take care of yourself. It is easy to forget when something like this happens that you still have needs in life.
:iconthetrevmans:
MASSIVE HUGS im so sorry for your loss. If you ever need to talk im willing to listen. See you at school
:iconheartbubbles:
awww poor tiffy :hug:

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Much love, Liffy.

I think that speaks much more than anything else I can say. :heart:

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